Tuesday 13 January 2009

Round 2 day 2

were back on 100% cambridge sole source as of yesterday. We tried and failed last week but i'm sure we will be fine this time. It was kels birthday at the weekend and i think we both knew we would eat so the motivation was completely lacking last week. I'm not in ketosis yet -i'm feeling starving but enjoying it in a wierd way but i'm also kind of grumpy - either from carb or nicotine withdrawal not sure which. I feel ok about everything though - even the few pounds that i've put on - i know if i can make it to day 4 it'll get easy again and once youve done a week of sole source you feel great and the weeks fly by. I'm thinking this time of sole sourcing for 12 weeks rather than the 4 weeks then an add a meal week but i havent discussed it with kel yet. I think the faster i can get to goal the better. At the beginning of last year i was a size 30 - 32 and i've begun this year a size 20 - 22 which is a fantastic achievement. when we started to come off cambridge in december i felt amazing about how i looked. I felt gorgeous! and that didnt really help to keep up with the diet. But i'm used to being this size now, its time to get to goal. We went to Cheshire Oaks yesterday and i bought a skirt from the Next Clearance shop - it was only £4 and a size 12!!! Optimism rules! God I cant wait to be a skinny munch x

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